opps..my math a bit bad huh..one an a half hr should be 7.30 rite..?...

aniway...during tis one n a half hr...i reali do my report veri seriously..but...wa kao...totally dun understand..MacConkey agar,Hektoen-enteric agar,mannitol-salt agar,BLOOD AGAR...ah yah...wat ferment lactose,wat gram postive,wat gram-negative,wat Escherichia coli, wat staphylococcus aureus...wth...


i bet those nv take tis course dunno wat i tokin..COS I MYSELF DUNNO!!..

1 1/2 hr...nt even one report complete...wth...totally pek cek...ughhhh....STUPID MICROBIOLOGY!!!...

haix...angry is still angry..time to gt back to my report..ughh...update again later...

wahaha...i changed my blogskin!!..tis look sweet..muahaha..i changed so much of it,it is almost 30% created my mi...wakaka..

AHH...wat m i doin??...i should be doing my report!!!...okok..i finish my physical chem report..haha..tats the most easy to do one mah..woo...i should start on my 2 micro A report...den my IPCT report...last my inorganic chem report..u reali tink its holidae?...AS IF!!!...reports...boooo.....but i forgt which part i muz do fer micro A report!!...haix..


okok..stupid eve...time to do ur report..if nt sure kanna scold by dionis..give mi one hr..okok..one n a half hr...6.30..i will be backk..wahaha...

waa..todae i 3 plus den wake up...haha..happie...later muz rush report liao..sian...


hai...tis week no IPCT...den tml no jap...ahhhh..i veri sad...wa...den i go so far juz fer one lesson..2-2.50..sian ah...booo....


mondae gt jap make up..wahaha..happie...haix...mr jay veri gd one...so i should be wearing shorts to his practical..wahaha...

haix..tis few daes..i sometime gt eat..sometime nv..so time nv eat a ting..sometime eat damn much..no wonder i gt gastric pain...sad mi..


我有一句话一直好想问你...

mi n my 2 pony tail...wat r they tokin behind us?..wahaha..mi wearing my lab coat!!..
above(left to right):pei shan,dionis,shi ping,janella,rui yi..
Below(left to right):hui yan,mi n felyssia..



woohoo..i gt his msn liao..haix..ppl oso learn jap...i oso learn jap..y my jap so lan leh?..cnt even understand wat he write...ooo...so i into taiwan lah..cos i always watch taiwan drama...ooo...understooded..


ah yah...2 micro A report...sat muz finish..physical chem report..fri muz finish...IPCT report...mon muz finish...inorg report...nxt thur muz finish..SIAN AH...5..five...FIVE...F-I-V-E...how to do finish...?...sian...

wa sia...todae skip cs n inorg tutorial...haix...juz sae ytd cnt skip den todae skip again..ughh...angry....


wahaha..so go sch ad 12...wahaha..went to look fer them ad north canteen..no steak...so eat chicken chop..wahaha...went to library...i sae wan go south wing c c...u noe...nic always ad south wing one...wan to find him?...go south wing..wahah...of cos...gt to c him there...pei shan wanted to take a pic of him fer janella..wahaha...too bad he lookin ad us..wahaha...


went to practical...i tie 2 ponytail..wahaha...act cute mi...wahah..ugly lyk siao...ad prac...ask sin keong he gt jovan msn or nt..HE SAE HE GT!!!..wahaha..is felyssia help mi ask one..i juz stand behind felyssia,laughin lyk mad...wahaha...veri happy he gt...felyssia ask him to give us online..wahaha...

after tat..went amk wif felyssia,pei shan,shi ping..go walk walk..dunno wat to buy fer zheng wei...buy shirt...?erm..a bit weird...but watch...ermm...not enough money...in the end nv buy..but i buy a belt...wahaha...happi...haix...sin keong still nt online...sian...WHEN IS HE CUMING ONLINE???..

wahaha..gt mood to blog le gt mood to blog le...!!..


so happi todae saw my 'sweetheart'...wakaka...he reali listern in lecture one ok..dun play play..wahaha...todae math..wah..janella help us book a 'gd place' ah...(beside nic)...of course i nv sit lah..sit ad the out of no where place again...


wahaha..todae gt c chee beng..'force' him to sing song fer mi...wahaha..although we juz opposite each other..we nv c each other one...haix...heard smthing bad...


hiax...my attendance...sia lah...math cnt pon liao..goin to fail liao..IPCT oso...sian...


haix...
i miss chalet...
i miss goin out wif frens...
i miss goin overseas...
i miss my east coast class trips...
i miss my cca...
i miss having nice long nap...
i miss goin ice skating...
i miss msging during lecture...
i miss msging fer veri long...
i miss my phone vibrate wif new msg...
i miss so much so much...

every thing have changed...


i reali wan to contact him..i reali do..but i dunnoe how to start..haix...sad...

haixx....ad first dun wan blog one...no mood ad all..felyssia lah...ask mi blog..haix...


went to the plant visit...sian..wear so many things...the mask almost make mi die due to lack of oxygen..wahaha...

haix...totally no mood ad all..nv c sweet guy todae...onli saw nic...sweet guy sweet guy..wahaha..actually i oso dunnoe wat to blog abt...tink my mood will be better tml...tml gt jap...!!..wahaha...haix sian...end of dae...

pasta mania...share between mi n felyssia..
pizza pizza..

i miss genting!!...

lame..

seems lyk genting..remind mi of genting..

wohoho..picture time..juz watch re qing zhong xia..shall continue later..wahaha...tml gt plant visit..ask question till bao..wahaha..





haix...wish i could go genting wif my fren..

wahaha..juz reach hm...sian...


suppose to go meet hui yan n felyssia ad woodland ad 12..but 12.30 den i reach...haha..hey..but i nt the last ok...wahaha..went to eat KFC...spill my drink..haix...so sad...den went to library..found a chair..3 of us share...but strange loh..the chair nt for us to sit...is for our lap top to sit..wahaha..dun play play ah..we love our lap top ok..wahaha...


ai yah..sae wan do report..in the end?...slack slack slack...laugh laugh laugh..wahaha...


den went to buy a new pendent...wahaha..ah yah...dunno wat to write liao..go you tube liao..later den upload pic..

wahaha..juz cam backhm frm work...waa..todae so busy loh..haix...busy lyk siao...i noe great singapore sales is cumin..but great animal show cumin too??...wahaha..


yah..todae went dye hair wif my sis..before tat went to west mall wif my sis..

juz went to help felyssia do a test..onli juz pass sia..haha..todae on the bus dunnoe wat chee beng wan to sae sia...make mi xin yang yang..i dun lyk hear things hear half wae one..


ai yo..tml still muz go woodland do report...dunnoe muz do until wat time sia..maybe even till nite ah...so sian...there goes my weekend...okok..now is re qing zhong xia time...

picss!!!...sorri peeps..tats A LOT..by mi,mostly be pei shan n janella..u all should c ALL the pic they send mi..add to 50plus i tink..(caption is add the top of pics)


after a feast ad KFC


ferri wheel..

felyssia..y did u eat tat?..


i was on it!!..

wow..high high into the sky..

ah..pei shan intro mi one..

nice...muahaha...strawberry cake..

sweet...



can u c mi n felyssia..

of cos u cnt..

n we look DOWN!!..

mi n felyssia in tis..

*giddy*..




i wanted to take tis..too bad no one wan..

i sat on it..alone..

turn n turn..






kiddy ride...i nv take ok..


janella took without us noeing





finally the end of a tired dae..haaha..

wahaha...soooo many things happen...sooo many things to blog abt...peeps...r u sure u wan to read..?...long until bao...


haix...lets sae abt sad things...we went to the converse shop..i was told tat my tat white colour wallet is no longer available in singapore..WHOLE OF SINGAPORE!!...sososo sad..haix...


now same angry things..the 02 leader veri wad loh...sit until ur place den we all no place to sit..in the end i have to sit right in front of the teacher..n i mean RIGHT IN FRONT!!..but i dun care..i juz slp...wahaha..


time fer happy things!!...todae pei shan introduce mi to a strawberry cake..though i nt a strawberry crazi..BUT ITS NICE!!!...SUPER NICE!!...


after sch,mi,pei shan,shi ping,janella n felyssia went uk fun fair juz now..ad first felyssia n janella dun wan cum one..but after much tokin..they agree to go!!...so off we go to woodlands..i dun reali lyk woodland..if nt cos the fun fair is ad woodland i wont even go dere ok..went there saw the 02 leader..ughh...den go inside walk walk..bought a necklace..no pendent...wahaha..


den we went to the fun fair..wa...all the ride look nice...but all of them dun wan play those thrilling..but suddenly felyssia sae she wan to play one thrill ride wif mi..!!!..the 360 degrees one...waa...shock...den off we go to play..wa turn turn turn..turn until lyk siao..poor felyssia throw up...*guilty*...so sorri gal..is i hai u one...haix...sorri sorri...den i went to play one more thrill ride..all by myself..wahhaa...tat one nt as scary loh..haha...den after tat went eat kfc wif pei shan n janella..cos shi ping n felyssia went home first...wahaha..they saw the 'power' of my finger..wahaha...fun?..


wa..i currently watch re qing zhong xia..nxt i will c is huan huan ai..den is er zhuo ju zi wen2...wahaha..cnt wait..but i scared i no time!!...haix...


gd tings muz always keep ad the back...whaha..of cos now is the best thing lah..i gt a new idol!!!...the sweetest guy i have ever seenin my 16 yrs 10plus mths...wahaha...so sweet tat he could be a sweet heart..as u noe...my jap dictation..tsk tsk tsk...its veri rare fer a guy to help mi do correction!!..its the second time he help mi mark my paper..he did the correction fer mi fer both time...this time..he wrote a reminder fer mi!!..reminding mi the correct wae of writing the jap!!...wa...where can u find a guy lyk tat...he help mi did my correcting is already veri gd loh..n he sumore help mi write the reminder...damn sweet loh...ohh...how sweet can he be...yuan lai sweet guy still exist...oh...forgt to tell u..he learn jap before one...wa..he can tok to teacher in jap!!...so impressive...such a sweet guy....ahhh....


wahahaha...lots of pic waiting to be uploaded...shall upload later...ohh..wat a sweet guy...wahaha...

shit ah..y muz life be lyk tat..no matter wat happened..i still concern abt her..tis time..i give her 100% of my luck...life is always cruel is always unfair..shit man..

nice..haha..i nv cut until dat short ok..

but look ad it carefully..some r layered until lyk short hair sia..but look style..
ahh..my bf..soo cute...

haix i tot tat if i dun blog i will be able to concentrate on my report..but no loh..dun even noe wat the hell i should do..micro A two report...(untouch)...a 25 page long report...25 PAGES!!...due nxt wed..haven do...physical chem report...cum liao...plant visit report..cuming soon..can anione tell mi how i can complete them?...


ytd..i slp on the bus on the wae to work!!...lucky sharil call mi..if nt i go back amk again...gt nag by CS teacher..cos my 25 page long report..undone..even survey is nt completed..siao ah we gt 2-3 report every week...2 tutorial to be done weekly..how do we ha time?...n i still gt lyk..one micro a project,one phy chem project,one inorg chem project..still gt wat project?..i cnt even rmb...


mon go plant visit=more report...yah yah yah..02 gd..they ask a lot of question...u c ah..u c i mon will ask question or nt..

yah yah yah..wat ever u sae...todae veri veri angry angry to the core..pls lah..u gt anithing can sae one loh...in stead u go around to tell everione execpt mi..wat the hell...i muz wait until others tell mi den i noe sia..wat kind of classmate is tis..wat concern mi i noe last..nice logic izznt it...

I SHALL NT BLOG FER THE NXT FEW DAES..

waaa...i did one..nice...cnt believe bacteria oso gt coloured home..
how thick r my library books?..wa..tink i read the heart disease bk i sure gt heart disease(stroke)..wahaha


i juz did my report..wooo..spent sooo long...haix..half of my brain cells r dead..








wahaha...juz rmb wat felyssia sae todae...she sae i cut my hair to be a new mi..huh..i gt sae tat before meh..haha..maybe she is rite..hey but i nv cut a lot ok..haha..maybe i dun wan to be a new mi..i m happi wif wat i haf now..m i?..








okok...now fer some pics...wahaha..i into photo dis few daes huh..haha..haha..but nt all pics r here..


wa..todae mi n hui yan saw smthing...we were shock man..first..we saw tis gal yelling(n i mean YELLING) ad a guy...she even snatch away the guy hp..(n i mean SNATCH!!)...den we tok they couple ah so we dun care ar..den after one of our lecture..we saw tis two ppl again..again..the gal is yelling ad the guy..tis time we heard wat the gal saes..'during lecture i cor u u nv listen'...wa..we were shock man...no matter wat is the matter..i wont yell ad a guy lyk tat one loh...will i?..haha..later den we noe they nt couple..is onli the guy lyk the gal onli..so dotz...juz becos u lyk the gal den u stand dere n let the gal yell ad u infront of so many ppl?...tis kind of gal..worth mah?..

haha..but cum to tink abt it..will i be lyk tat?..i will or nt..i myself wont noe..but i hope i m nt..coz i dun lyk to be大女人..there fore i hope tat i m nt one!!..haha

ahaha..todae saw a lot of idol..haha...gt one time in library...erm..we r lyk lookin ad each other fer...abt 3 sec?..wat is funny is both of us din move during tis 3 sec..haha...den of cos i quickly sit down lah..haha...


haix..veri sian..muz do report...hai yoyo...thur muz hand in i still haven do...haix..disappointed wif myself..


haha...to everyone...my hair...erm u wan sae nv change oso can..u wan sae change alot oso can...c how u c it ah..haha...dunno how to explain it oso...haha..if u all gt luck u all c liao den tell mi gt change or nt loh...haha...

ahaha..i cut my hair but nv cut veri short ok..i mean it ah...u c liao den u will noe..lazy to explain...haha...


wa...i look lyk a boi!!...sob sob...haha...ah yah..some sae my hair now look nt nice..haix..so sad..but so sae nice..ah yah...so luan...


i gt smthing fer u all to question urself...if u were to die?..wat would u lyk to take wif u..?...of cos i gt my own answer..tats fer mi to noe fer u to find out..haha...ok..my answer sound childish..but i reali wan to take it wif mi...can i?...100% cnt rite...


abt wat i heard when work..is it realli true..?...sometimes ending is a new beginin...i reali cnt do it one lah...haix..wat i tokin abt..is fer mi to noe nt fer u to find out..wahaha..

haix...skip class again...dunno my attendance how liao...scared..haix...how can i wake up when ytd i 4am still cnt fall alslp?...haix..dunno y sia...4plus u let mi slp 5plus u ask mi wake up..siao ah u..haha..k lah...still early...go eat breakfast..

i cut short my hair??!!..haha...hui yan n felyssia sae look refreshing!!...loonk hyper active?..haix...so sad...ah gong li yi sae long hair nicer..tis lyk tomboi...haha...realli?..i very lady one leh...guys..pls give mi more comment?..haha...

WOO...i cut hair liao..wahaha..my mum sae nice my sis sae nt nice..haix..long hair veri bored sia..ok lah...see lyk long but nt long...see lyk short but nt short...but nt straight liao..haha...shall go dye my hair somedae...a lighter brown maybe...haha...the hairdresser sae my hair veri soft...reali?...i dunno...who will keep touchin her own hair one..haha..


wa..now look to mi left..PILES OF NOTES!!..chaos....haha...lazy ah...so messy sia...poor mi...later muz pack up liao...sob sob...notes notes notess...pls teach mi how to sort it out...haix...


wa...goin bankrupt again....mum nag again....haix...i noe ah i spent a lot...but actually i dunno where my money goes sia...haha...haix....


reports...stuck half way...dunno how to do liao...so sad...pek cek...haha...start of sch tml...cnt slp liao....back to my 3-4 hrs slp shedule...so sad...but can c eye candys!!..happie...haix...time to go sort out my new hair...weird...

haha..lyrics fer my blog song...veri meaning full...those i highlighted..wow..amazing...especially the 爱你困住你也困住我自己..wow...fer mi..it TOTALLY true...i tink u all will love it..haha..but i onli lighlight the upper part..haha..i no time highlight all ah..all repeat repeat..haha..enjoy!!..


下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音


看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己


我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽


说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红


说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺


下着雨让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音


看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己


我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽


说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红


说你爱我
变成一种折磨
用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红


说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺


说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红


说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

wakaka..post no 123...haha..muz blog nice nice one..although lyk juz blog..erm....2 minutes ago..but blog again ah...veri bo liao...nthin to do...

ah..todae onli saw chee beng backview sia...wat kind of brothers...haha..haix...


long time no eat cookie dough..haix...long time no eat mudslide..so sad...


haix...hui yan n felyssia sae i update a lot..ok..i shall update once a month...haha...cos i nthin to do mah..den u all oso nthin to do den cum here read rite..haha..if i nv update u all oso sian rite...so as to nt make all of us sian...i blog loh..if my life is to be made a movie..i dun wan it to be boring ok...haha..simple but nt boring..tats wat i wan...haha..all of u...bo liao ppl..haha..jkjk..dun angry dun angry...haha..

actually to mi..tis is nt reali totally my blog...its lyk tokin to u all...tellin u all wat happen in my life...more of conversation..but too bad ah..tis conversation onli i tok one..ok...sumtime my sis(glad) will tok thru the tag board...but the others ah...c c onli..veri bad one..so sad...i tokin to myself onli sia..sumtimes even i dunno who c my blog..later i scold them in my blog..wahaha..die ah..klah..dun blog liao..tokin to myself onli...lyk siao cha bo...haha..

ahaha...eye candys r eye candys...its nice to c onli..haha...


haix...todae veri angry wif the customers loh..deaf ah dem...every sentance haf to repeat..especially vegie burgers...so pek cek...tink they should write on the signboard to ask them to find a table number first..haix..ughh...


kk enough of angry things...lets tok abt...ah...lets lame a bit...todae i do counter 3 mah..wa...the counter veri guai sia..as u all noe ah...do counter 3 n 4 will pek cek one..haha..todae counter 3 veri guai..veri listen to wat i sae...even dodo sae he veri guai...haha..lame sia..y i sae abt tis ah...wakaka..haix...long time no go shoppinn...sian ah..no shoppin is sian one loh..suddenly wan eat pizza hut curry bake rice...wahaha..missed...

haix...always wanted the white colour converse wallet..heard frm immeran ytd tat its a limited edition one..realli??...haix..so sad..cnt gt it liao...


ytd i 3 slp...todae i 2 wake up..haha..long time no slp so long liao...^(0o)^....ai yah..veri sian leh..still need go work...haix..juz nw count a bit how much i earn one month..erm...nt too much huh...so sad...


haix...still gt 2 person present unsettle..one urgent...mary..clueless on wat to buy...assesment books...haha..no thx dun wan gt beated fer nthing...zheng wei..i wan buy a watch..hehe..but too ex huh...n if u let mi chose i sure chose veri gal one..haha...haix..so ma fan..juz buy a BIG BIG box n wrap dodo up...settle...


AH!!..forgt to sae..LI MEI MOLEST MI...!!!haha..so sad..my butt so small liao she still wan beat..haha...cos i m a naughty gal...eat fries when i sae wan drink water..haha..but so sad..she hit my butt veri hard ok...sob sob...

haha...sian ah still muz eat lunch..haix..

AHHH!!!...i damn happi can...haha..kali added mi in friendster..so so damn happi...i tot i was abt to lose contact wif him completly..cos when he quit,he nv left his hp no,msn wat so ever...he is the onli one to call mi mousy...he left liao no one call mi mousy ani more..soso so sad...

actually ad first i still tot which stupid idiot add mi..in case u dunno..y i dun haf much fren in frenster?..i dun lyk to add unknow ppl in my friendster n to those guys which sae:hihi wanna be fren?..pls..no thx....haha..i lyk gals...haha..jkjk...but i juz dun lyk...i dun anihow give my hp no oso one loh..tats y when ppl wan find mi,they find tat a lot ppl dun haf my contact..plus my hm no...change so frequently one loh..hope nt tis time..


AI YAH..y i sae until so far sia..haha..guess i too too too happi liao..wakaka...

haix..todae jap test...speechless...u all should noe..

sob sob..todae chee beng last dae ad bongo..ahh..will miss him loh..haix sad..he todae kept singin those mushy love sad song..haha..todae busy until no time tok to him..haix..sad...haha..wa..suddenly a lot of family members ah..immeran look lyk my 'father'?...hhaha...long time no c liang teck..todae he wear 'couple wear' wif mi ok..dun play play ah..haha...he is still veri uncle..no wonder i call him uncle...yah..now den i noe farhan veri funni..u dun c him tall tall..he veri fun one..wwe now gt the cold face n panadol joke..haha..i look lyk rachelle(erm dunnoe how to spell)..?..haha..i nv tot of it leh...yah..todae on 138 saw ah kor..(e sheng)..he ah..dunno tink wat...on the bus so long still nv c mi...haha...he veri funny loh..haha..


wa...the badminton thingy gladys gt go ah..haha..muz practise wif mi one dae ok..u oso dun wan ur sis to be laugh ad rite..wahaha...

ahhh..he is sooo cute izznt it...wooo....one dae i goin to be lyk him..other den burgers,wat is bongo full of?PANDA!!...haha...but he is so so cute..in case u cnt c properly,he is holdin a mic...while i was takin his pic,one of the guy juz kip stare ad mi...haha...wa...love him...if u c him u will love him too..=)

oh god...tml gt jap test...i mean test!!..nt dictation...dictation..ah yah fail so many times...used to it liao...but test...oh man...still gt micro A report..n tis inorganic chem report...si liao...


todae veri funni one...felyssia n hui yan now can c tat i buy things nv blink a eye one...haha...yah i m a bit strange...haha..todae i 'kneel down' ad the door of idol class...haha...but i is wan find lanyard ok...i m guai nv do anithing wrong ok..haha...sometimes i wonder...y felyssia can c idol when mi n hui yan cnt..but she cnt c dm when i n hui yan could...hrm...interesting...haha..somemore she always can c eye candy one loh...no matter where...but mi n hui yan would always sae..where where?..n start lookin ard..haha...haix cnt blog liao...muz go study liao...still muz do report..ughh...

okok..i m a bad gal...i lied..haha..but tis is the onli way out mah..wakaka..haix...still sick...haix...so many hmwk haven do..tml still muz copy...haha..too bad ah..i nv listen to tutorial n lecture how i will noe wat to do sia...haha...dunnoe...maybe i willl switch job..U HEARD MI?..I SAE MAYBE..M-A-Y-B-E..haha..but dunnoe...cnt bear to leave...somemore i need money...maybe i will go cathay work..cos amk hub cathay abt to open ah..so...but haixx...abt 5 months in bongo liao...cnt bear...haha...

m sick now..fever..so nv work...told kevin tat i gt extra class..dunoe y oso...


to mi...the most cruel word is sorri..cos when u sae sorri..u r goin to hurt mi..u r goin to dissapoint mi...when i cry..tears cum out frm my eyes but blood cum out of my heart...y bother eve...u noe tat u r the onli one cryin..u noe tat u r takin ever1's pain fer dem...theres so much i wan to sae...reali...less den two weeks more..ad tat time is it possible fer us to sit down n tok..?


todae cs lesson...learn conflict management...found out tat i m a chameleon turtle..forever u r makin decision fer mi..forever i m avoidin things...forever i m listernin to ur decision...it involve mi too..y muz i listern n follow u always?...u r lucky...u r reali lucky...if the person wasnt mi...the person cryin now wont be mi..i told u tat my dream will cum true...i knew it...the way u r treating mi now...y is it different...its onli a few daes...


u ask mi wat u can do..?now i tell u...help mi find the past him..help mi tell him tat i miss him a lot a lot...every single min i m tinkin of him..everwhere has his shadow..every place has our past...tell him i love him...あいしてる...tats wat i wan to hear..nt sorri...tell him tat i will wait fer him...i will...dun tell mi u wan mi to be happi..u noe it is impossible...u noe it...


my pain..no body noe..nobody i can tell...y u can tell someone when i muz keep everthing to myself...y muz i take 3 person's pain wif mi...y can u be so cruel...i m sick n tired of listernin to u..obey everiting u sae..when can u listern to wad i sae?..ur hands r dirty..wif or wifout u noeing..


u noe tat one sentance i sae would be able to ruin u all..u noe tat..tat would happen if i decide tat i have enough..tat would be when i decide..wat i cnt have others cnt have...tat would be when i decide to be the devil since u have alreadi to decide to be one..i wan to be a angel..but a angel would oso be hurt a angel would oso be tired..a angel can oso be a devil in disguise..but i dun wan..i reali dun wan..but the devil inside mi ask mi to sae...maybe i will do wat i did in my dreams...ni zuo chu yi wo zhuo shi wu...zi shi man bu liao huo de..u noe it..80% of mi is a devil now...i reali dun wan to be one..reali..pls..tok to mi...tell mi u dun wan mi to be a devil...pls tell mi...

haix..tink i a little sick..in an open space,wore a cardi..i still veri cold..haix..sorri if u all tink a show a black face...later part of the dae i did become noisy again..y?..becos i dun wan u all to worri...but in the process i wore a mask...aini told mi ytd...she sae she cnt c the real mi..she sae i look sad n depressed tis few daes...of cos she cnt c mi...no body has seen the real mi..so far i tink...two person cum close..veri close but one of them left..maybe i myself dunno how the real mi look lyk...

to sae the truth..if nt becos i need money...i wont work liao...becos of tis job...i lost quite a number of tings..but becos of tis job..i grow up a little...


hey..gladys...dun anihow sae sae hor..still sae wat i lyk him...i n he is juz friends...i juz tink tat he is a gd fren...a gd brother ok..haha...but reali...i will miss him when he go back...he is definatly more den wat he seems...

waa....everyone scolded mi foolish...maybe i m...chee beng is veri observe...he is the onli guy to c it...i m impressed...reali impressed..wa...he muscle is big de loh...although i tink he used all his strenght..haha..he reali veri funny...he is reali a veri gd guy...he make mi n feve laugh until dunno wat todae...despite my bad mood...he can reali be a veri gd fren...

haix...tis is the fifth post i post todae...can u believe it?..haix...told u tat i gt nthing to do...tml suppose to wake up ad5...but 2 liao...i still down here...haix...i lyk to haix a lot...haix...bad habit...haix...actually juz wan to haf smthing to do...den cum here anihow tok tok...haix...i tink my eyes swell a little..maybe tml cnt wear contact lens liao...who cares...wear spects den wear spects loh...ugly den ugly loh...skip lunch den skip lunch loh...who cares...i lyk to fan zhong wo zi ji...

i went back to my old habit...i used to do it...den quit it cos it is childish n stupid...but now...i rather be stupid n childish...ad least it will make mi forgt...i am bad...i cos li yi to do it..but i happi tat she quit it...i m hopeless...forgt it...i shall nv quit it...now i gt nthing to do other den this habit n blogin...haix...

the time taken to travel between hell n heaven...8 hrs...

guys..juz leave mi alone..pls dun ask mi anithing...pls dun stare ad mi if i cry...juz give mi sometime n space...if u wan to help mi...dun ask wat happen...if u dun wan c mi cry...dun ask mi why..i am tired of explaning...give mi so space...i noe u all r concern...juz ignore mi...i m a fuckin bitch...juz admit it...dun tell mi i m nt...pls give mi space if u wan mi to recover...but sometimes time nv heals...if u wan to break the friendship between us...cum n ask mi wat happen...

haha..tonite i goin to slp in my own new rm..haha..



i tink i goin to keep a handwritten diary lyk i used to did...cos first...this blog thingy is driving mi crazy...second..i find tat tis blog is nt my blog animore..i cnt sae wat i wan to sae n wat i think...so..haha..but dun worri...i will still blog..but nt abt my feelings but juz fer the benifit of my frens to noe wat is happenin to my life...so long...time fer my diary...

haha...i goin to haf my own rm soon..y?...cos i m too noisy liao..always wake my mum up..haha..dunnoe wat to sae liao..haha..tired..

okok..the chalet is changed to sep...haha..i ask a few liao..most sae can..haha..continue asking..liao..

wow!!ps 0701 goin have a chalet...!!!june!!...of cos is i organise again..i lyk to organise chalet one..haha...woo...exicted...haha..long time no go chalet...haha...so happi until i can onli sae haha..haha..*smile*..k..goin to check it out..wo...excited..

a hungry evelyn is a angry evelyn..n nw i am definatly a angry evelyn...(stupid kettle pls boil faster..)..of cos i eat maggie again...haha...

todae wated to see fortune one...but too bad raining den dun haf...go again another dae bah...but went to buy a haversack bag ad $28...den bought two t-shirt...saw the t-shirt gladys mention a few daes ago...haha...


was slpin juz nw...dodo call frm bongo den i woke up...ughh...i place the phone beside my pillow den before i noe i was tokin on the phone liao..haha...weird...actually i dun reali wan to go fer the badminton..but cnt disappoint shan..haix...(but i nt reali wan to go)...haha...k lah..go take a look ad my stupid kettle..

wow!!ps 0701 goin have a chalet...!!!june!!...of cos is i organise again..i lyk to organise chalet one..haha...woo...exicted...haha..long time no go chalet...haha...so happi until i can onli sae haha..haha..*smile*..k..goin to check it out..wo...excited..

I GT A 'A' FER MY FIRST YR FIRST SERMESTER FIRST REPORT...woo...happi...ah yah of cos lah...is physical chemistry leh...the report prepare fer us..juz need to write...haha..but i still happie...


i reali lyk to sae sorri to dionis n felyssia n hui yan...i reali reali sorri...dionis did the whole microA report when we r supposed to do in pair...i reali sorri gal...felyssia...she noe i ALWAYS LATE..n she is willin to do the communication skills project on her own first...i m terribly sorri...hui yan...again the communication skills project...she did the introduction...again i did nthin...haix..


i m juz a usless bum...everything throw to others do...i reali reali sorri...i dunno wat to sae other den sorri...n gladys...i reali sorri i did nt do wat i promise....i reali sorri tat i did nt buy u the present...reali sorri...i m juz a bad sister...haix...sobsob...

nw i shall try to do at least a bit fer them...at least a bit..haix..

haha...todae morning go lesson...phew...lucky physical chem teacher nv check(i nv do tutorials..)..haha...ah yah wed always slack one..lesson till 12 mah...wanted to give a surprise to janella one..but she rush off...


den set off to meet amk...waited fer glad...suyanto arrived a little later...went to mac...den go k box...cnt find the way up...climb the dunno go to where staircase...haha...go inside is freezing!!...den sing half way eugene,feve n er ping cum...haix dey plan a surprise fer glad n i dunno..so sad...den sing sing eat cake...abt 6 feve left...


after tat abt 7 i tink...mi n glad go walk walk...i wanted the 2 shirt frm bus stop...a new white colour wallet..(hey i still findin the converse wallet ok...)..den oso wan buy a haversack bag...ok i semi need the bag ok...my books r heavy ok...den oso wan buy a shoe n a white colour cardi...haha...but those is wan lah...wan n need is different ok...first muz settle the haversack n white cardi...


after tat go night safari...eat pasta...haixx...sian...wanted to go c the animal show..but full liao...NXT TIME MUZ GO AGAIN...reali loh...suyanto look veri dissapointed..haix...gladys name tag is naughty...hahaa...jkjk...


k lah..tml gt lab means gt report again!!shit man...tml lesson long...sian...

HAPPI BIRTHDAE GLAD!!..18 liao loh muz bring mi to clubbing nxt yr k..?haha...reali reali sorri i didnt give u the present...reali...i m always the wet blanket...


reali guilt abt the ting....i m always the one to spoilt tings...i juz felt veri sad..one min he doin dinning wif mi...the nxt....todae he joke wif mi a lot..always make mi laugh...tis make mi more sad...


*i m reali sorri glad...is i spoilt ur dae*...

i wan to watch letters of death...!!..haix..


wanted to search fer a topic fer my project juz nw...of course....cnt find...fed up...dun care liao...


u lied to mi.u nv do wat u sae u would.i hate u...in time to cum u will noe wat i tokin abt...dun wish to elaborate now...


quit the stupid habit!!..(i oso wish i could..if ever i allow myself...)

dunnoe wat is wrong wif my blog(the time)...now should be 8.51pm ok...totally fed up...juz nw print my lecture n tutorial notes fed up until cnt fed up...n the microA notes...i print it in colour!!..*heartpain*


wanted to sent present to glad one..but veri sorri i woke up ad 4+....sorri sorri...we find another dae to give u k..?


theres so much i wan to sae..i forgt who i m..i forgt i was supposed to live fer myself...its time to rmb tat..

wonder y i blog ad tis time?i had a reali reali reali terrible nightmare juz now...its nt abt ghost but it is scary...reali reali scary...

i reali reali reali hope its nt cumin true...but i tink it will...but it will cum true indirectly...


i used to lyk to tell ppl my nightmare..it make mi less scared..but tis time who can i tell?...


in the dream..he is scary..veri veri scary...in the dream...i m scary too...if tis reali happen will i act lyk tat...?i dunnoo...maybe...but i will breakdown first...


i a long time no cry in dream...tis time i did...

wa...cut my hand...same finger bleed for two daes in a row...poor finger sayang sayang...haha...hey i do cook ok..maggie mee is my best dish..tink i a little siao..

wo...eatin my fav ice cream..yeah yeah..ben n jerry...woo...nice.....haix dun do wat to type liao...wan to watch the movie..but c first lah..


yeah yeah..gt my pay...wo...kanna scolded fer usin so much...haix...


how do u kick a habit..difficult i tink...

she new song nt bad(中国话)...they r gd...ask mi speak so fast...might as well kill mi...
another song oso gd...(发现爱)...by jj..

m reali too busy to care for anithing..currently i gt one report almost done(microA)...but i still gt 4 report more...3 r due nxt week...shit man...one is lyk a project...25 pages long of report...die...my life is juz abt report..sumore still gt 2 project..super duper sian..no more 02jam fer mi man..


yah yah yah...all guys r associated wif mi...blah blah blah...'nick' lah...justin lah...blah blah blah..who nxt?..siao...still sae until so loud..tink he deaf ah...he even turn around n c loh..


i nv noticed tat i look emo these few daes...its until yunnos tell mi..i look emo?how emo looks lyk..?if u were given two version of story...who would u believe?..neither i tink..

..haix reali too busy liao gtg start n jap n reportssss...haix...

Evelyn
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Lionel!!..
chocolates
black and white
almond jelly
Ice creams
Pineapple

liers
Snakes
cold blooded thingy
being alone

With him forever
spent more time wif him
*converse shoe*
more slp
more time
more clothes
*jeans*
jackets
shorts n mini skirt
survive tis 3 yrs
my family and frensto be happie..
Him to be happi,xin fu

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