Monday, April 30 ; 9:23 PM♥
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ad first supposed to be workin nw one...but i went to work ad 4 n go back hm n 6..feelin veri tired n haf a headach...almost lyk walkin zombie...maybe is becos these few days i skip lunch...chong jap...mermoise jap till late night...everidae slp abt 4 hrs...tink it is sign fer mi to take care of my health liao...i study pharmaceutical sciences..but i dun wan to be a reseach topic fer my class mates yet..haha..
wat is happenin has happen...as friends we cnt do anithing...i juz hope he can turn..if he turn around he will c tat we r all still behind him..waitin fer him...but todae when i walk beside him...i feel veri cold...he is cold...he nv even glance ad mi once..totally iceman..i noe y i called him iceman liao..
; 7:09 AM♥
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haix shit man shit...woke up late again...sia lah...haix cos mi to miss my first lesson...i should seriously buy a new n loud alarm clock...sian ah...haix...later 9-11 no pract...free time..but i still muz go down ad 9 to do the report wif dionis..late first few r still gt IPCT test..sian i tink i onli learn the first few pages loh...dotz...Friday, April 27 ; 6:28 PM♥
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as usual...i fail my jap dictation..shit lah...everyone's inprovin but nt mi..i havin learn finish hiragana chart she ask mi learn katakana chart...siao ah...sot one..wa suddenly miss a lot of ppl...
yun yuan:miss his stomach...cnt touch animore liao...miss him cumin to sit beside mi on the bus...he is the one n onli hu will sit beside mi..i reali miss locker 4 a lot...the locker 4 is no longer the locker 4 i used to noe...haix...
kali:no more ppl to call mi mousy...haix...long time nv c him liao...long long time...haix...
si fan:she did the most work fer notice board n stationery...haix without her mi n rachelle r lost...haix...
; 1:05 PM♥
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wa...now currently ad my sch library...the break is too long...man...haha....so decided to be a guai gal gal...cum library...wat sia...later gt jap...dun feel lyk goin...SIAN!!!...dictation...haix...i myself dunno how to spell...sian ah sian ah...jap jap jap ah...lucky library nw gt shuai ge to c now...lucky jap class gt shuai ge...wa jap jap jap...sian sian sian...if i noe i chose jap 3 liao...stupid jap 2....haix...regret....
Thursday, April 26 ; 9:53 PM♥
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juz stop pushin mi to the edge...i need some oxygen...we r learning a new language nt a new subject...we oso human we need time to learnt...u tink givin us test tat we fail everytime will help us?...tell u..IT WILL NT!!u r juz makin us scared of jap,hate jap...
i reali tired...mentally tired...i scared tat i will mentally or physically break down one dae...i scared tat i will give up on myself...i m so scared...i onli noe tat jap is makin mi die slowly...it is cutin away my oxygen supply...slowly...
; 1:10 AM♥
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wat sia...wat i doin in sch...nv do hmwk...nv do report...nv do project...slp in sch...nv listern in sch...OMG!!...wat m i doin?...muz wake up!!...haix...how i wish i was a robort tat no need to slp...WAKE UP WAKE UP..muz try all ways n means to keep mi a wake...yah tokin abt him...siao ah him....@#$@$...*angry,disappointed,hopeless*.. if gals r hard to understand den he muz be a gal...k lah gtg do my work...be a guai gal gal...haha...
Wednesday, April 25 ; 1:50 AM♥
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first of all muz thx eugene ah...he send mi the songs!!!...wahaha..happiee...but my hp cnt hear ah...too bad...but lucky my mp3 can hear...thx a lot thx a lot...haha..wa...first i need to sae ah...i nv realies tat my com table is so messy...my sis rmis so messy...die liao...shall find one dae to clear up...n my notes...haix...lyk siao lyk tat...dunnoe which subject...dunnoe lecture or tutorial...i juz all put together...nw die liao...juz nw wan transfer songs frm hp to mp3...oso wan charge laptop...but so many wire tat make mi gone siao...
wa again slp thru my lecture...sian until cnt sian...tired until cnt tired...*yawn*...si liao...lyk tat how can?...todae gt jap spellin...pass the first fail the second one badly...the teacher lyk siao loh...pls lah...we juz learnt how long onli...need to be so fast meh...when we ask u slow down still use jap to scold us..wat kind of teacher is tis?..ughh...haha...tml lesson 9-12...lucky mi...tml need bring laptop...unlucky mi...
Tuesday, April 24 ; 5:34 AM♥
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haix...i dun understand guys...i shall nv understand them...wat they wan...wat they do...noein the truth juz make mi sad,confuse...i shall nv attempt to understand them either...too hard..so no need to tok to mi either...its ur choice...u choose it..so be it...i should make the first move?...maybe...but no i c no use...ytd too tired...fell aslp ad 8+...wahaha...long time no slp long...every time slp least den 4 hrs...haix...Zzz...haha...later gt lesson frm 8 to 4...den go work 6...haix...Zzz...
aniway...i tryin to find the blog song to transfer to my mp3 n hp...anione haf it pls tell mi k?..thx a lot...
Monday, April 23 ; 1:17 AM♥
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wa...todae clean walk in freezer..cold...sae alreadi mah..is freezer...ad first yunos teach mi ah...still on the freezer n close the door...hey..hello...i veri cold leh...can even c our breath loh..haha...lucky later i do i off the freezer n open the door..waa...*freezed ant*...ah yo...nxt sun my sis birthdae...i forgt to take leave..boo...sobsob...die liao...nt a gd sis liao...hope rachelle can replace mi..sobsob..
haix tml gt lab but i no lab coat..die liao...si liao...
todae doin the chicken heard something weird...totaly freck out...ughh...
Sunday, April 22 ; 2:37 AM♥
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sometimes...i agree tat gals tend to tink a lot...but i tink to mi i tink too much cos i dunno wat is goin to happen in the future...i haf no sense of security...tats y i tot of everi ting in their negative wae..but sometimes pehaps we should use our brain a little less(less tinkin)...use our heart more...(more believing...more trust)...wahaha...ah..i tink EVERIONE should go watch 200 pounds beauty...its veri nice...n the singer is..wa...damn gd man...everitime heard ppl sae outer beauty nt important...but face the fact lah...tis society is lyk tat one...if u ugly ppl wouldnt even take a second look on u...how too discover ur inner beauty lyk tat..siao ah...tis society is juz sterotyping...i admit i m one too...so wat...ad least i dare to admit tat i m one...
Friday, April 20 ; 11:15 AM♥
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by rite i haf a lesson ad 11.10 todae...my first lesson...but look where i m nw...look wat i doin nw..skip my first lesson...IPCT...sian can...was supposed to meet felyssia they all ad 10.30 one...but woke up ad 10.3...how gt time sia...unless i take plane ah....i nt a bird man...*coughcough*...haha...so later juz go the break n buy jap bk...later end class 5...still need go down work...hope david can let mi start work early..haha...k lah...gtg...miss one lesson liao...cnt miss another one..(actually its break later)...haha...Thursday, April 19 ; 9:21 PM♥
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u c lah u c lah..workin n studying make mi blur sia...fer a moment juz nw i was wonderin if i gt work todae...i gt work ytd?...i goin work tml?...haix reali short term memory liao...lao liao... ; 8:58 PM♥
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was supposed to leave hm ad 7.30 todae...but woke up ad 7.30 instead...do everything n rush out of hm ad 7.45...can u believe it...15 min i bath blow dry harir makeup...wow...wa todae gt lab one is 2 hrs one but 15 into lesson my cher sae lesson over...waa...my class decide to go library to print our lecture n tutorial notes...wat the...we r supposed to print out all our notes...which is damn lot loh...den the cms system is lyk it wun work loh...cnt they juz sell our notes...siao ah they nt everione as free as them loh...
so decided to buy a thumb drive..$30.30...ok lah...waa..todae finally my rest dae...decided to go lot1 shoppin...go popular buy a mouse n other stuffs...wanted to go zinc...but control myself...decided to buy a cardigan(dunnoe how to spell)...so went i.p zone...n bought one...wa my lecture theathe is design to make student become ice statues...
yah yah yah...todae i went to buy my fav seaweed n some white chocolates...treat myself...
haix..dunno if my lap top would work in nyp...goin to try on mon...haix if cnt i reali dunno wat to do...sian...den my notes oso dunno how...i wanted to buy a printer...but ink is nt cheap ok...haix sumore tml gt jap...die liao...cnt rmb...haix....
somethings happen nt certainly gt reason one...if u dun understand juz shut up stop makin urself a pest...we r nt paid to ans ur q ok...n u tink u stand dere den i muz ran u ah...pls lah...u tink u princess ah..
Wednesday, April 18 ; 1:49 AM♥
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booo....every dae onli slp 2-3 hrs...tired...todae sch ok lah...almost all is lectures...haha...can slp...wa...during math class i fell asleep...n almost fall frm my chair...haha...lucky nv...but after i gt a lot of energy leh...haha...yah yah...so angry tings happen...as u noe i gt pratical fer microA on mon...ytd my class went to buy lab coat n googles...the auntie told mi n felyssia to cum back the nxt dae to buy size XS...den when we go todae,XS no more stock...even S oso no stock now...muz wait till nxt wed...i was lyk..den mon how...?my class onli mi n felyssia dun haf leh...haix...
den i found tat i can make ezlink liao...den i wanted to go do todae...BUT I FORGT!!..haixx...shall go tml...MUZ RMB!!!...haix...
den i goin to haf a jap test n so i muz memorise all my hi ra ga na...so i stress lah...readin my jap book everi where...den when we wait fer bus,he suddenly cum sit beside mi ask wat i readin...den i sae jap lah...den he ask thank you in jap how to sae...den i still go believe him n told him..its arigato...siao ah him...
the onli thing i happie...MY CPF LOAN IS APPROVED...haix...lucky after i gone through all the hassle...haha...
nw shall worry abt my jap n ezlink...still need 2 wks den gt...haixx...go sch is expensive man..
Monday, April 16 ; 5:47 AM♥
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o ha yo o go za i ma su...(gd morning)..haha..wow..cnt believe it slp ad 3 last nite n wake up ad 5.30...wow...somemore todae muz bring uniform...look ad my bag!!...*bag full lyk a pig*...haha...meeting my classmates ad 7.30...which means i need to leave hm by 6.30...which means i need to wake up ad 5.30!!...disaster...
*yawn*...todae need buy lab coat...waa...sure can help sweep the floor...den wan go buy more jap book!!..felyssia oso wan buy somemoe fer her frens wahahaha...
k lah...gtg..still need make up blow my hair n chose my clothes...yaya...forgt to sae i introduce 3 new t shirt n one off shoulder to my wardrobe...haha...n new make up..wakaka...
Sunday, April 15 ; 7:58 PM♥
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thx ah thx ah...thx fer makin a fool out of mi...thx fer makin mi full juz using anger...thx fer lieing to mi...thx fer makin mi wait fer hrs..thx a lot man...thx a lot... ; 1:18 AM♥
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ooo..todae bo liao...posted three post...haha...haix...juz nw went eating...fulll sia...den juz nw went to look ad my jap bk...waaa...so hard...i hate memorising one loh...sia lah..back to k1...japanese sound nice ah...but its soo hard man...tink can fail...den my stupid ezlink can nt approve yet....n my cpf thingy oso haven approve yet..sian...wa....lucky mondae my last lesson cancel sia..happiie...haha...tml wan go gai gai wif my ah gong...haha...goin to be broke again...sian...wan buy some tee shirt,pencil box...haha...*spolited*...muz control muz control...haha...
Saturday, April 14 ; 9:33 PM♥
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woo..cnt believe i haf being a pig todae...i juz sae i slp to 4.30pm rite...ad first wan ask my sis wan go out eat mah...but she dun answer the phone n dun reply my msg..*angry....so i fall asleep ad 5 again n slp until 9...wow...sooo longgg nv slp so much...haix...after workin i haven slp a lot u now...now tat sch is startin...its even worse...haha...gtg eat my yummy fried rice,kang kong n chicken wings...hooo....haha..
; 4:31 PM♥
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ahhh...*yawn...was too tired to blog ytd...*yawn...cnt believe i slp till nw...tired sia...ytd even fall asleep on buz....which i rarely do....haix...ytd a bit fed up abt someone...but dun care ah...after work went tok tok to gladys...saw a woodlands 'ghost ' cum to tw to exercise...haha...yah on the way to tok tok i kill a snail...yuckxx...*sick*...i reali dunno ah...haix...*one minute of silence*...wahaha...
aniway..i reaali dunno i bang into zheng wei...neither did i noe he bang into the metal table..*i gt so strong until i bang him i noe feeling?*...i reali sorri ah...mondae den sae sorri to him again...haha...maybe my subconsious mind has being waitin to bang him...wahaha...
haha...no wonnderrr yy my jap bk nt in correct position...haha...k lah mon den buy two more jap bk...one fer each sis...haha...but i myself is most likely to fail..haha...so teach u all...*erm..my charges is as follow... gals with the name fevelyn n gladys-$5 per hour...hehe...new income..
Friday, April 13 ; 1:06 AM♥
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everi ting has two sides of it...however..i was unable to bring myself to tok to u...maybe its due to my fear of even more misunderstanding..thus i decided to use my blog to clear the air...first of all...i wasnt angry wif anione nt even zheng wei...cos i usually forgt that i was angry..believe it or nt angry is veri tiring..i reali dunno wat happen but i tink its juz a misunderstanding...
i juz feel tat u r angry frm the moment u started doin to first burger...n i dun even noe y..
n basically i dun tok to u cos i c no point in tokin to u when ur angry...it will juz make the whole thing worse...
i saein all these cos i reali dun wan to lose a friendship juz becos of a hotdog burger...somethings r meant to be cleared up...n i hope tat i could do my part to clean up...
last..to mi...u r no longer my fren..u r my sister..i reali hope tat our friendship can survive tis..if cnt i gt nthin to sae...cos i done my best...
Thursday, April 12 ; 2:36 AM♥
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遥望着你背影有孤单太苍白
我多么想陪着你
走过人山人海
当天空变灰白
你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进你
紧锁的心海
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都
好好收藏着
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界
渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热
我鼓起勇气呐喊
你要听得见我不许你再孤单
要你拥抱我给的温暖
currently super duper lyk tis song...especially the red colour part..super meaning ful...nice song..love it..
; 1:46 AM♥
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I DESERVE BETTER THINGS!! man...damn angry after work..my fault ah my fault ah...u dun tell mi how i noe..how i noe..i nt ur pet ok...guys r always lyk tat..tell things among themselves...nv ever tell gals...den how gals noe sia..we genies ah..siao..
i deserve some respect ok...i nt ur machine to venge out ur anger...u angry dun cum anihow scold mi...i oso human leh..tok to mi tok lyk tokin to a human..nt to a dog..i live nt fer u..nt fer u to anihow scold...show mi some respect lah...
but ad first during work i still quite happy ah...gt gladys sure laugh lyk mad..haha...watch her act ****** veri funny..haha..
gladys make my dae n u break my dae
Sunday, April 8 ; 11:29 PM♥
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4 guyz n the water fall..looks lyk zheng wei scared suyanto bite him..haha..jkjk..
The water fall ad JBP
4 handsome guys backview...
haha...todae happen so many tings...so fun...
mi,eugene,zheng wei n gladys were supposed to meet 10.30...n suyanto n er ping should meet 10...(cos they always late..haha..)i heard zheng wei reached early but he n mi waitin ad different place...so we nv c each other..i reached ad 10.15(dun y so early)...but waited n waited...eugene n gladys reached ad 11...haix...after a while suyanto n er oing cum...
took a bus frm boon lay to jurong bird park...eat pasta ad the bongo dere...the stupid zheng wei sit wif mi will die ah..so sit wif gladys n eugene instead..den go in bird park...haha..the four guys so funny..they want to 'the toilet'...haha...blur...den we onli walk a little..walk until the waterfall..dun ever go c parrots wif erping..ma lu..den took tram backto enterance...haha...den took MRT back to cck...
zheng wei so funny loh..he lyk nv cum cck before ah..haha..blur n cute...den went k box...$22 each..haha...nv sing much..so does zheng wei..then went play pool...haha...er ping look old...onli the guys play..mi n gladys nv play...we stood there tok tok...den decided to go walk walk...den we went food court eat..eugene try to make zheng wei sit wif mi...but of course zheng wei dun wan lah...but dunno y when i return he sat ad the sit beside mi..haha..weird...
oh yah forgt to sae...when the guys were playin pool...i was tokin to gladys..den i was saying i hate gemini guys...but straight away after tat when we were eating...i was told tat zheng wei is germini..haha...lol...strange..
yah..after eatin we went nite safari..we bought a few nuggets,2 staff jugs...one magarita n one pina colada fer mi n eugene each..den we were playin this hand guessing game...loser muz drink...i muz sae tat zheng wei drink a the most..n we were so loud n noisy...they were SO SO SO funny..by the end of the dae gladys was drunk..can c tat she wan to slp..i muz sae tat i was a little drunk...but i was ok after the 'roller coaster' ride..ooo...wan goslp..tired..ZZZ...
; 2:32 AM♥
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ooo..tml goin bird park..NO WAY AM I GOIN TO BUY TICKET..wakaka...todae busy ah...thetok on the bus is scary..wooo...hope tml is fun wakaka..hahaha..i tok to dodo before...she oso agrees wif mi...if its nt becos of his 'face'...he would be veri gd...haha..nt bad..its his charater..i have no control over it..but its juz my feeling...
miss yun yuan..he stupid ah..sunday oso cnt go out...sad...dissappointed...wonder does he still rmb mi in 2 more mths...
Friday, April 6 ; 2:42 PM♥
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oooo...long time no post...did i sae abt my elective?...SCL elective is german,french,japanese,biz mandarin,hand language n malay,bioengineering n medicine.......of course i chose japanese...no way i goin to chose biz mandrain...beside jap can help my work...cooll....
but the process of registering is a toture...they sae register is ad on 4th 1159...n its a first cum first serve bases...so my whole class when on line tat nite...waitin fer it when we could be slp by tat time...so finally its time to register!!!BUT OUR WHOLE CLASS CNT REGISTER!!!we dun noe wat the fcuk is wrong..but our whole class is fed up...but other class can log in!!!...haix...until 8.45 in the moring den we can register..sian...lucky i gt jap...
wat we feel...ps is nt begin treated fairly...tats wat we feel...
Wednesday, April 4 ; 11:19 PM♥
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mi n my classmates..frm left..pei qi,hui yan,mi,felyssia..
haix...bloggy bloggy bloggy...ytd too tired to update...yah...ytd was the date one of my orientation...veri tired...run around the whole sch lyk mad..whereas other sch haf their leture..haha..at least it is nt too boring...
opps muz sae abt my class...school of chemical n life sciences..(SCL)..class:ps0701..onli abt 20 ppl..but onli 2 guys...sia lah...but nvm i nt interested..my motive is to study...haha.....
yah..todae they make fer us a drink...A MUZ SAE...wah...'best' drink i ever drink...nice surprise sia...haha...tml orientation last dae...haha..
Tuesday, April 3 ; 2:03 AM♥
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CHIO BU...i wan jio u home..whahaha..
heres another pic of my dear dear...
i hope my wedding gown look lyk tis...
tis is chio man...
lets talk abt wat i lyk...
moviess...2 movie i lyk...titanic...my left eye sees ghost(wo zhuo yan jian gui)...
y i lyk titanic...nt becos of the u jump i jump...but...juz gt a kind of lyk...'bond'...sound weird...but i juz lyk it...gt a sense of mystery...cool...juz lyk wat i used to sae...one of my wish is to c the ruins of the titanic...totally cool...
y i lyk my left eye c ghost...IT IS DAMN DAMN DAMN TOUCHIN...SURE CRY...I highly recomand to everyone...love it lyk siao...
actually...i reali lyk fashion design...to be specified...wedding gown design...if i gt the chance...i wan to design my own wedding gown...every girl wound onli wear it once(hopfully) it should be the best dress the girl ever own..the happiness dress...cool...haha..but wen dreams clashes wif reality..its time to be realist...
one last ting i loved...my clari dear dear...oh...i muz her sooooo much....haix...reali lyk to blow again...totally in loved wif it...nv cherished it before..always tot of her as a monster toturing mi...but now without it...I MISS IT!!...actually one of my wish is to blow a E-flat clar...but i will nv forgt my rightful dear dear B-flat clar...hahaha...
Sunday, April 1 ; 1:11 AM♥
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haix..todae quite a busy dae...sian...in the morning erping cut his hand...waa i c lyk veri deep leh...somemore keep bleeding...lyk veri pain lyk tat...den ad first tot ok liao..stop bleeding liao..den later ad nite suddenly i heard him shout..den i look ad his hand..wa lao..bleedin...the plate gt his blood the counter table gt the floor gt the beer counter floor gt..the beer table gt even the draft mug gt..shockin...wonder y he no feelin sia..as i sae earlier...gt a lot of ppl..so we no time to eat..we all eat aft 9.30 sia..hungry...den mi,auntie,zheng wei go eat...dunno y auntie still sae wat she will eat faster one sae wat she dunwan be extra..den after she eat she still ask mi to go sit ad her place(beside zheng wei) sae wat fer tok tok..haha..she reali veri funny loh..gt wat issue still need to sit down tok tok...haha...dunno..i juz feel veri strange loh..y she suddenly sae abt tis kind of tings which she have nv brought up before..weird...
